God you never cease to amaze me!

I write tonight with lots on my mind. I have never realized how important someone is to you until you think that they are mad or frustrated or disappointed in you. About a year ago I went to God and said, "God if you want me to be single then that is the plan that you have for me and I will have to be content with it. I think that I became content and not complacent like others thought I was. I just thought of it as a part of my life where I would be alone and just enjoy what life had to offer to me. Boy did I ever think that I would be where I am today.

When I finally had heard enough people tell me that I might want to try Match.com I decided ok ok I will try. I had first thought, "Do I really want to find my husband on the internet? That is for weirdos..." But I gave in and placed a profile there. With in about a month I had been on one date...YIKES! That is the only comment on that one. Boy do voices not match faces...:) Then I thought one night I would search by zipcode and I did (this is how I think the story went, Bo might think differently) what I found was this so super cute man with glasses in the snow. I thought where is this. We don't get snow around here. So I think I winked first who knows?

My wink was responded with a chat from a man who had a marketing business and then was a DJ for fun and was located in Greenville. We chatted for 15 max and then met. I know crazy story, but if that isn't God, then I don't know what is. God had placed this man in my life and here I was meeting him... I guess we say the rest is history.

Here is where I want to "brain dump" as he calls it: I realize tonight after many conversations we have had and much wedding stuff today that Bo McDonald is the most amazing man in the world. He gives me what I need daily to continue. He is the one who keeps me sane, he is my calmer and my cheerleader. So many times I look back and what I have previously had with relationships and think I was crazy to think that that was going to be my husband... I now know without an inkling of a doubt, this is who God wants me with. He understands and loves my craziness. Why I don't know, but I have to realize that it is not me, it is all from the work and the planning of God! I am so blessed to have a man who loves me more than life itself.

As December 5 approaches I contemplate what our life will be. What we will do, where our endeavors will lead us. I do know one thing though, I can't wait to spend the remaning portion of my life with him.

Thanks friends for listening to me brain dump tonight. I just thought that it was vital to share my happiness with everyone.